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can someone help me find praevarus?

uhm.. so I don't know if this is breaking her secrecy or something.. please let me know.

I haven't logged in here lj for a while.. but when I do I say hi to her. So I looked but she purged the acct.

She's a good friend, maybe she made a new account?

If someone can knows what happened can you tell me? I'll also delete this post if I'm breaking her privacy or she doesn't wish this kind of post.

rants of life

Its the first day of school and I'm playing hooky. I've realized that my physical presence is not enough to learn things and pass.
So yep, I'm here updating my journal.

For the past weeks I've been holing up in my room, not wanting to see people but sometimes my sister drags me to go out.
We went to the mall to go shopping for cosmetics, then I 've just found myself looking at pillows and mugs.
I then mentioned about G, my friend whose already gone due to cancer.

It doesn't hurt now to talk about her, but I do miss her.

Odd the glider


so, here's Odd. My newest glider. I got him to be a companion for Let, a female sugar glider. Odd's name is from Odd Thomas by Dean Koontz.

The quality of the pics are poor because I used my phone to take them. The camera's pretty far away so I had to make do with the phone

personal things

So, what should you do when you accidentally see your things in another person's belongings?

a. Rat her out?
b. Intentionally snoop?
c. Talk to her?
d. Be pissed?

Sadly, I don't know what to do in scenarios like that.

I hope for the best that it does not happen again.


The other day, I had bouts of interrupted sleep.

In my first dream, somebody was shaking and poking me, I woke up because the cat was scratching my arm.

In my second dream, my mother was running her fingers in my hair.. I woke up because *drum roll* of the cat again! She was clawing at my hair.

My third dream was the best. I was getting food in a all you can eat buffet!! My last stop was the basket of grapes and 'something' spread (idk what it was called but I know in my dream it was good) but the woman in from of me kept going back at that spot... and kept placing the basket away to another buffet table.

When I was going to my table to eat, my sister woke me up. We were going out to watch a movie. So my efforts in my dream was for naught. Oh, and the annoying lady in my dream was a b**** in real life~

Even in my dream she's annoying. 0.0

Hmm.. I would like to post here pictures of the cats and the sugar gliders but I'm having a hard time uploading them in lj~

rant time

My father's invited to a convention in Japan, and all I can think of is, "I can't make him buy me some H/D slash!!"


List three books that have changed your life:
Intensity by Dean Koontz - I was 9 or 10 years old and this first paperback I've read and finished. This is one of my father's collection. I've been a bookworm since and lurks around in the libary. The guy that first told me, "I love you" was a working student there.

The Mysterious Benedict Society by Trenton Lee Stewart - one of the lowest day of my life. Somebody approached me and asked if I had somebody to eat with, she asked me and I gave different answers because I was absorbed in reading. It was on the third question when class ended where I was surprised she was asking me to hang out with them.
Now, she's one of my close friends. We experienced happy  and difficult times like helping a pregnant friend then she had abortion behind our backs.
She's one of the responsible persons who helped me get through that diffucult time. Now we have a laugh reminiscing our first meeting.

Harry Potter - I don't need to explain this one XD HPDM!! b!DM!!

I want to put a fourth book Twilight Saga. It changed me by pissing me off whenever I see a book about it. I hate it.

Writer's Block: Better than leftovers

If you had to eat the same thing for dinner every night for the next year, what would you choose?

rice. its included in our breakfast, lunch and dinner

its our staple food so there'll be no other change in our dietary intake anyway

Writer's Block: Making a better day

If you were given one magic wish to improve the world, for what would you wish?

for people to be content


Writer's Block: Teenage dream

If you arrived at your front door and saw your first love standing there, what would you do or say?

*holds out hand*
hi, I'm a big fan of your work since I saw it when we were seven years old. Since then, I couldn't look at you without butterflies at my stomach and lose my sense of conversation.

Could we be friends?